I am relieved. I am also happy. Genuinely happy, to be honest. I'm actually so happy that I don't even realize how happy I am. I don't have any words to describe my current feelings and this one of the few times when I'm writing and not feeling like I need to write. And that seems to resort into problems in producing text, meaning that I can't really do it at the moment. So, I'm going to leave it here and just enjoy my feelings of relief and joy.
.and think of ourselves only.