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Emotional, I don't care.

Here I'm standing on the sea shore
She is gone, now she's gone
All the angels praying for me
As I fall, As I fall
While I'm melting in the rain, deep in pain, she is so far
Will we ever meet again as friends, after so long?
To me nightmare with the devil
I'll go strong, I'll go strong
All my friends now try to save me
What a joke, what a joke
While I'm melting in the rain, deep in pain, she is so far
Will we ever meet again as friends, after so long?

(Pain by Blackfield)

I absolutely love Blackfield's lyrics. They're so dark, painful and emotional. I've probably never been in a situation they sing about here, or in any of their songs, but I can always somehow relate to them when I'm tired enough. She's not gone, we will meet again, and we will remain as friends but probably never again meet as such. You'd probably laugh at me if you knew why I'm feeling remotely this way. I'm laughing at myself too but I don't care. I have to burst my emotions out as frequently as possible nowadays and writing about songs like this is a great way to do so. Besides, being emotional has nothing to do with being a stereotypical emo person with black hair, scars on your wrists and Hawthorne Heights booming out of your mall boomblaster. Being emotional is a part of human life and I'm glad I can feel.

.this love is slowly killing me.